upcomming week.

this upcomming week should be a GOOOD WEEK. the 20th which is monday i get my braces off after a year and some months ! tuesday the 21st is my birthday :D . wednesday i might go to the carnival w/ my sister & a few friends , i have a regent on thursday the 23rd i have a regent but after that im going to get my nails done and spend the day w/ my bestfriends and friday the 24th is my sweet sixteen :D. Saturday i might head to six flagss :D !

sick in the summer

there is NOTHING worse than having a cold in the summer time. I Got really sick on thursday so i didn't even come to school on friday i've had a stuffy nose sore throat coughing body aches an ear infection and all that. it sucks because i spent my weekend in the house which is something i haven't done in months. and now i keep coughing every two seconds and im extremely tired and lazy now. hope i get better soon :(

bestfriendssss :)

i have 3 bestfriends but one of them is really like my little sister. Gabbie is like my other half she knows me from top to bottom. shes been there through everything and we spend like every weekend together. i love her as if she was my own blood. i even call her mom mommy lol she does that to mine too. But she's moving to florida in august :(. so we're really bummed out about it.. but i guess we just have to enjoy the time we have.

HEAT

so we're having a heat wave .. and its really hot. i woke up & it was 78 degree's its supposed to get up to 95 today. maybe even 100 - 105 according to the weather lady on channel 4. im a summer baby but i really HATE the heat. i start to get dizzy and tired sometimes i pass out if its too hot. :(

annoyinggg peopleee !

i woke up kind of cranky today with an attitude and everything seems to be annoying me. Im tired and just want to go lay in bed ALLL DAY. but i cant sadly til i get home but even than i have things to do so it looks like i wont be laying down til tonight when i go to sleep. *sigh*

beach !

i loveee the beach , summers not my favorite season even though im a summer baby but i really only like the beach. its so soothing and calm & i feel really relaxed. memorial day weekend i spent it at t he beach w/ my sister and a few friends. walked around the board walk , hung out , learned how to play football. real enjoying :)

summmmerrrr (: !

So the first day of summer is my birthday (june 21st) which is preeettyyy soon !
if my summers going to be like my memorial day weekend was like - I CANT WAIT ! this summer im planning on going to the beach , partying , late nights out , spending a lot of time w/ friends and family & in the middle of the summer ill be heading to dominican republic til the end of august ! :D i have a feeling this summers going to be realllly good.

ceejay,

... talks A LOT. and is always rapping like go somewhere!. and always gets these weird songs stuck in my head. But at the end of the day he's someone i can trust and he's always there for me. he's like my little brother :)

A walk in my shoes ..

Life isn't always easy or how everyone makes it seem. Your life is pretty much perfect when your a little kid because you have nothing to worry about , you grow older & you start seeing A LOT change. you go through middle school your still young. In high school you grow older & should be growing wiser. You realize who your real friends are and start realizing that you need to get your priorities straight. You need to learn how to stand on your own two feet & not have to depend on anyone for anything. My life has changed drastically over the past. A lot of people tell me im very mature and wise for my age because sometimes i feel like i know more than im supposed too. once i got into high school , i've lost friends & made some. but that's the last thing im worried about all i really need is my family. Friends come & go and my familys always there for me at the end of the day. When it comes to relationships i don't rush into them , i rather enjoy my youth and not have to stress out about boys even though it happens i know well i think nothings going to last in these high school years. i Don't need anyone to "Love" me because i love myself enough. In the long run i may need someone to care for me , although i love & care for myself enough to not have to depend on anyone to love or care for me. Im young but im independent i don't like anyone doing anything for me i rather get it done myself. I can't depend on people for anything because at the end of the night the only person im going to be depending on for the rest of my life is the girl standing the in the mirror. My lifestyle isn't as it seems everyone thinks i got it good and my life is perfect. But its really the farthest thing from it .. just  because i dress nice , have nice things & live in a big house doesn't mean i have it good. Im just well taken care of. I have flaws and imperfections just like everyone else .. I have bipolar moments ,  I have anger problems , I get into arguments , I have emotional breakdowns , I smile ,  I cry , I laugh , I LIVE. Nobodys perfect & that's why i dont expect anyone to be. That's life we were all created equally and sometimes you have to really think things through. Nobody said life would be easy they just said it would be worth it.



" Take Me As I Am Or Watch Me As I Go "