A walk in my shoes ..

Life isn't always easy or how everyone makes it seem. Your life is pretty much perfect when your a little kid because you have nothing to worry about , you grow older & you start seeing A LOT change. you go through middle school your still young. In high school you grow older & should be growing wiser. You realize who your real friends are and start realizing that you need to get your priorities straight. You need to learn how to stand on your own two feet & not have to depend on anyone for anything. My life has changed drastically over the past. A lot of people tell me im very mature and wise for my age because sometimes i feel like i know more than im supposed too. once i got into high school , i've lost friends & made some. but that's the last thing im worried about all i really need is my family. Friends come & go and my familys always there for me at the end of the day. When it comes to relationships i don't rush into them , i rather enjoy my youth and not have to stress out about boys even though it happens i know well i think nothings going to last in these high school years. i Don't need anyone to "Love" me because i love myself enough. In the long run i may need someone to care for me , although i love & care for myself enough to not have to depend on anyone to love or care for me. Im young but im independent i don't like anyone doing anything for me i rather get it done myself. I can't depend on people for anything because at the end of the night the only person im going to be depending on for the rest of my life is the girl standing the in the mirror. My lifestyle isn't as it seems everyone thinks i got it good and my life is perfect. But its really the farthest thing from it .. just  because i dress nice , have nice things & live in a big house doesn't mean i have it good. Im just well taken care of. I have flaws and imperfections just like everyone else .. I have bipolar moments ,  I have anger problems , I get into arguments , I have emotional breakdowns , I smile ,  I cry , I laugh , I LIVE. Nobodys perfect & that's why i dont expect anyone to be. That's life we were all created equally and sometimes you have to really think things through. Nobody said life would be easy they just said it would be worth it.



" Take Me As I Am Or Watch Me As I Go "